incomprehensible

It is so incomprehensible

And yet I want nothing more.

Maybe not forever

But I know

It is permanent.

Make up your mind

There's no going back.

I want to go away

But I don't understand.

What do you mean

I can't come back

After?

What do you mean

It's a "permanent solution"

To my "temporary issue"?

I don't get it.

I obsess over it.

But I don't get it.

What do you mean

There's no going back?

Once you're gone

You're gone.

I don't want to go forever.

But I want to go now.