.the mind is a beautiful thing.

I am afraid. I am tired. You are watching me, But not watching. You are here, Watching, Watching, But not seeing. I remember When you saw me. When you used to find me, When you wanted to see me, Talk to me, Notice me. Notice me. Notice me. Notice me. Notice me. Please. Please. Please. Notice me. Come back. I miss you. Come back. Come back. Come back. Fuck you For leaving For ignoring For lying For existing For loving For loving For loving Me.

It is 11:08 I am lying in bed Starving for what we had Bleeding out words and memories Stuck on the broken promises That came from your lips I do not sleep I do not move I lie I think of you And each thing you told me That made me feel safe Loved And I break I shatter I am in pieces Waiting for you to come back And pick me up Glue me back together Tape your promises back to your lips But you don't And I am lying in bed Alone with my thoughts It is 11:08