Scream, Soul.

I am afraid.
I am tired.
You are watching me,
But not watching.
You are here,
Watching,
Watching,
But not seeing.
I remember
When you saw me.
When you used to find me,
When you wanted to see me,
Talk to me,
Notice me.
Notice me.
Notice me.
Notice me.
Notice me.
Please.
Please.
Please.
Notice me.
Come back.
I miss you.
Come back.
Come back.
Come back.
Fuck you
For leaving
For ignoring
For lying
For existing
For loving
For loving
For loving
Me.

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