thoughts on a spiral

They don't care

The only time people care

Or even notice

Is when the sadness

Turns to anger

They don't care

If you're tired

You're just lazy

They don't care

If you're upset

It's "just one of those days"

You're the inconvenience

You're the problem

You're in the way

You're an inconvenience

You're not good enough

You're not doing enough

You don't belong

You should just go

Go

Go

Go

You take up space

You're not worthy of

You're in the way

You don't matter

They don't care

They don't notice

There's blood

Staining your hands

But they only see

The anger

Behind the grief

And pain

In your eyes.